UNE ODE AUX GUERRES

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Au Nom De Dieu Clément Et Miséricordieu

Tout ce qu'il veut ,
Le petit garçon ,
Qui n'a que 5 ans ,
Qu'est-ce que c'est ?
Demanda-t-il de n'avoir pas peur ?
Désira-t-il d'être fort ?
Pria-t-il d'être grand ?
Souhaita-t-il d'être milliardaire ?
Voulut-il devenir rebelle ?

Non
Pas du tout
Non
Pas tous ça

Alors,
Que veut-il ?
Le pauvre fils
Pouvez-vouz me l'expliquer ?
De quoi il pense ?
De quoi il parle ?
De quoi son coeur; souhait-il ?
De quoi son âme; rêve-t-elle ?

Ne vous en saves pas
[bon] monsieur ?
Est-ce que vous êtes sûr [bon] monsieur ?
Ne vous savez pas la cause de la douleur
Qui le tue entièrement
De temps en temps ?
Ne vous savez pas la raison du chagrin
Qui le tormente diaboliquement
De plus en plus ?
Mais [bon] monsieur
C'était vous qui le privâtes de ses droits
Quand violâtes-vous son pays

Et

Ne c'était pas vous qui le montrâtes

Aucune pitié ni raison

Quand massacrâtes-vous

Sa famille

Ses parentés

Ses amies

Ses voisins

Ses frères

Ses soeurs

Pour un simple mot :

لا إله إلاَّ الله

Alors,

[bon] monsieur ?

Ne vous savez toujours

Ce que veut

Le bébé pitoyable ?

Combien des pays de plus doivent

s’age-nouiller devant vous ?

Combien des hommes de plus doivent

martyriser contre vous ?

Et

Combien de la vie de plus doit

être sacrifier ?

Simplement

Pour que vous puissiez comprendre

Ce qu’il veut

L’enfant.

الله أكبر

FEELING'S PEELINGS

I'm so
afraid....scared....petrified....
frightened....
horrified....panic-stricken....fearful....
horror-struck....
dreaded....quailed....quaked....
shell-shocked....
terrified....terror-stricken....anxious....
demented....bated...
and
haunted

L'ATTENTE

Quand l'avenir n'arriverait jamais te rendre heureux
Ne te l'attends pas
Ne te gaspilles plus le temps pour lui
Ne te caches plus
dans
la cage
Celle qui t'abrite
Celle qui t'enchaîne
Celle qui te torturer terriblement
de plus en plus
Depuis ta naissance
C'est à toi
à faire définir ta vie
au monde
et
à y'en construire une
au monde
tu es la seule personne qui peux

Vas-y
Casses-toi la cage
Ta cage !
Et tu sera libre....
Libre à
voler sur le ciel formidable
Libre à
courir sur les plages toutes blanches
Libre à former ton destin
Libre à
aimer

Alors ?
Qu'attends tu ?

I found this poem while browsing through Google and thought it might be useful to boost my spirit after yesterday's incident. Enjoy !

TEDIUM IS THE WORST PAIN

I haven't had anything fun or extraordinary to do of late - I'm guessing that has gotta be the reason and the source of my utter boredom and severe depression. Not to mention the growing anxiety of having to collect my SPM results this coming Thursday and the consequence it shall bring with it. But,like the voices that kept on colliding into every corner of my mind keep on reminding me : It's no biggie! Chill out! So! No pressure...what-so-ever.

And guess what ?! Those boisterously schizophrenic voices that had never done me any good as long as I've lived in this beloved world are actually right for the first time and hopefully not the last.

Ever since I started listening to the voices within, everything seemed to have changed for the better. My days are no longer meaningless and empty like they were before. The once dark and monochromatic labyrinth I call a brain is now a rainbow-filled and butterflies-cluttered meadow grassed by beautiful and exotic flowers, inhabited by mythical animals of various shapes and sizes and holding firm to it's ground is a tall, large, shady and mellow oak tree which homes magically harmonious and melodically heart-warming sounds that seems to come out of no where.

But, enough about what's going on in my mind. What's important is the real world. The world would have never been what it is if humans were to spend their precious time blogging about their inner thoughts and sentiments rather than putting those valuable aspects to work and benefit from them. I know that it's very hard to except the truth but it is what it is and it can't be changed just by wishing for everything to be better. Nope. It doesn't work like that. So, stop dreaming and embrace life-warts and all.

Goodness gracious. Forgive me. Look how I've strayed from the topic of my post. I really am sorry, it must have been the article I just read. The one that crushed millions of hopes that took years to built in just matter of seconds and the same one that almost brought me to tears. An article that I personally wished I'd never bump into but I believe that ALLAH has HIS reasons for everything that had already occurred and for those that are happening on earth and all that I can do is to wish for the best and strive for the best.

Those interested to know more about this article may refer to the link below but please be reminded that it is not meant for the faint of heart.

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/55619-medicine-no-longer-route-to-riches-says-mma

I wish all of you well and happiness.

And please be reminded that one should never let go of their dreams just because an obstacle decided to come out of the blue and torment their physique, sanity and morality in any means possible for many more shall come their way and one can't afford to lose grasp of everything that is important in their lives just because they can't stand up for themselves and fight for what their hearts desire.

I know that it seem rather schizophrenic of me to be changing the topic and mood of this article every now and then but there are things that I just can't wait too get off my chest.

Well here goes nothing.
OMG !!!
I've just thought up of a new slogan for myself.
''Hope for the best and strive for the best''
Cool...I'm so psyched about it....

Anyway, like I was saying, just believe in yourself and follow what your heart is saying. What's the worst that could happen ? [don't answer that] That's all for today. Till tomorrow !

- Assalamualaikum -

TIME WASTING PERIOD OF MY LIFE

I'm so bored and am feeling lots of extravagantly weird melange of self-consuming and depression inducing feelings. At times i'm scared yet happy in an unexplainable manner. There were times when I was extremely calm yet ending up getting flabbergasted over the smallest matters. But most of the time, the hollow compartment where my brain should have been seems to be pretty occupied with thoughts. Thoughts so wild and feral that they drive me insane at times.
Et parfois, ils me rendent vachement triste. Si triste qu'il me semble qu'il n'y a plus d'espoir dans ma vie. Si chagrine que je ne peux plus voir la lumiere a la fin de la route qui s'attenue de temps en temps. Et si devaste que je ne sens plus le rayon de soleil qui brillait sur ma peau. QUELLES HORREURS !! [Pardon my grammar]

But, one thing's for sure. I'm missing my dear superbly crazy monkey-like hyperly flamboyant and extremely lovable classmates ever so terribly. Their boisterous rants about the home works and tasks, their gleeful cheers over a teacher's absence and of course their
earth-shaking laughter will always be carved and embroidered in my heart and in my mind. And not forgetting the wonderfully cheerful and helpful Form 6 seniors i've met along the way. You guys know who you are. So, thanks a lot for the great time we had together. Give yourselves a pat on my behalf :D

JE VOUS AIME MES AMIS !!! HASTA SIEMPRE!

wow! That was very EMO of me. Masya-Allah. I'm becoming more and more like my younger brother. NO!

Anyway, that's all I've got to say for the time being. I know it's kinda short seeming that i've cut off all relationship with my blog for almost a year or so but that's all that I managed to squeeze out of this rusty noggin of mine. I'm planning on making one of those data base thingy with my friends' details in it. I know it sounds a bit cliche because most of my friends have already done it but who gives a damn. I sure don't. Till the next post !

Over and Out

-Peace-