Sunday, August 8, 2010

They Knew


Streaks of light forced themselves into the grand foyer,

Through a narrow aperture of the gloomy mansion,

Children were running around with gusto,

As the kaleidoscopic beam of the sun expose their bare heads,

The lifeless medium that contained their souls,

The sheets of white they have donned,

The golden ribbon strapped to their bony, fragile arms,

The smiles that they have staged.

In our eyes,

Oblivious to the real world,

They kept on playing,

Contented in their made up realms,

The festivities continued,

Hope and despair have had us blinded,

Covering the stream of tears;

Rolling down their masks of joy,

Obscuring their fairly vague cries of pain.

Oh,

How convincing they were,

How we were fooled by their;

Masks of naivety,

Oh,

How we had hoped,

For them,

For us.

But deep inside, they knew,

Since long before we did,

That the candle that had been for eternity,

Fueling their hearts,

Shall one day burn out,

And,

Exhaust the violated cavities of their holy chapels,

Leading them astray,

Away from their future and away from their loved ones,

Towards the end of the illuminated tunnel,

Closer to their eternal abode,

Nearing the Almighty.



They knew, but they've never given up hope. They kept on fighting no matter how much it hurts. They kept on struggling in spite of the grief. They kept on living every moment of their lives to the fullest despite knowing what the future might bring.

Why shouldn't we do the same?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

If not in millions
Shall they try to weaken
Our spirit
Our confidence
Our faith
There surely will be at the very least
A single being
On the surface of the Earth
Who shall deny us of our dreams
and our rights
A single creature
Who shall doubt our heart's
One true desire
and
Defy our will and hope
And
A single person
Who shall question
Our very existence
So
Don't ever give up
Buck up
Fight back
Win the battle
And
Conquer ourselves !!


Friday, March 19, 2010


HATE IT
WHEN PEOPLE HAS
SUCH DOUBTS
ABOUT ME !


Sunday, March 14, 2010

ATTENTION !!!

YEAH !
I'm finally writing a NOVEL !!!
It's gonna be called :
THE FORBIDDEN LOVE OF A BIGAMIST.
How cool is that ?!
Pretty cool isn't it?
How many 18 year old dude
do you know who's got a novel of is own ?!
My guess...NONE !
HURRAH !
Once again ! I've got something to
get all worked up about.

But ever so sadly, that was just part of a dream I had late this evening while catching some Z's on the itchy carpet of the living room after a long day of pure nothingness. NOTHING ! NIL ! ZILCH !

"OMG ! What the heck are you doing with your life ? "

Those were the exact words that popped out into my mind as I relentlessly tried to lullaby myself into heavenly slumber. Which, to be honest, didn't work even for a split second due to my not so angelic voice and not forgetting the flee inviting piece of rag I was on. And please ! Don't you give me that look ! I know what you are thinking right now : Why bother singing yourself to sleep if you know you'll only croak like a toad ?! Yup! I know exactly what you're thinking. YES YOU. You hoochie, tone deaf, trash eating, manure friendly, ugly, slimy little twerp of a rat! Well Mister Simon Cowell wannabe....not everyone can be Mylie Cyrus ! *shocked face*

I'm being sarcastic of course ! Even, Germy, my rat friend over here can sing better than she could ever be able to in her entire life-which is NEVER to be perfectly exact and precise. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm jealous because she managed to burst into super stardom at a very tender age or the fact that she's filthy rich, but it's just because I find her terribly annoying with her idiotically squeaky, GEDIK and bitchy voice, her self-proclaimed "TALENT" - which again, is totally over-rated and fake, and don't get me started on her tramp-like sense of fashion - HORRIBLE MUCH. [No offense girl. I'm not trying to sabotage your career or anything. It's just the way I see you as a person. That's all.]

Anyhow, no matter how much I abhor Miley Cyrus, the actual point of this post is not to ditch or bitch about her but instead to .... ??? honestly....even I myself have not a single idea as to why I even bother creating this post. Must have been the blasted brain-scorching weather of the city and the boredom-stricken atmosphere of my dilapidated abode. I often wonder whether or not it is normal for an SPM resultee [that's my own word for people who've just obtained their results] like myself to be lazing and idling around the house with no purpose what-so-ever in life. So ? Is it normal or is it just me ? Hmmm..... EPIC BAFFLEMENT!



Friday, March 12, 2010

HOPE

"Hope" is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops - at all
And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm
- Emily Dickinson -




Tuesday, March 9, 2010

UNE ODE AUX GUERRES



بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Au Nom De Dieu Clément Et Miséricordieu


Tout ce qu'il veut ,
Le petit garçon ,
Qui n'a que 5 ans ,
Qu'est-ce que c'est ?
Demanda-t-il de n'avoir pas peur ?
Désira-t-il d'être fort ?
Pria-t-il d'être grand ?
Souhaita-t-il d'être milliardaire ?
Voulut-il devenir rebelle ?

Non
Pas du tout
Non
Pas tous ça

Alors,
Que veut-il ?
Le pauvre fils
Pouvez-vouz me l'expliquer ?
De quoi il pense ?
De quoi il parle ?
De quoi son coeur; souhait-il ?
De quoi son
âme; rêve-t-elle ?

Ne vous en saves pas
[bon] monsieur ?
Est-ce que vous êtes sûr [bon] monsieur ?
Ne vous savez pas la cause de la douleur
Qui le tue entièrement
De temps en temps ?
Ne vous savez pas la raison du chagrin
Qui le tormente diaboliquement
De plus en plus ?
Mais [bon] monsieur
C'était vous qui le priv
âtes de ses droits
Quand violâtes-vous son pays

Et

Ne c'était pas vous qui le montrâtes

Aucune pitié ni raison

Quand massacrâtes-vous

Sa famille

Ses parentés

Ses amies

Ses voisins

Ses frères

Ses soeurs

Pour un simple mot :

لا إله إلاَّ الله


Alors,

[bon] monsieur ?

Ne vous savez toujours

Ce que veut

Le bébé pitoyable ?

Combien des pays de plus doivent

s’age-nouiller devant vous ?

Combien des hommes de plus doivent

martyriser contre vous ?

Et

Combien de la vie de plus doit

être sacrifier ?

Simplement

Pour que vous puissiez comprendre

Ce qu’il veut

L’enfant.


الله أكبر



FEELING'S PEELINGS



I'm so
afraid....scared....petrified....
frightened....
horrified....panic-stricken....fearful....
horror-struck....
dreaded....quailed....quaked....
shell-shocked....
terrified....terror-stricken....anxious....
demented....bated...
and
haunted